Tag: surgery

  • By Special Request

    StevenDanskyPhotoMAndS01Sylvia & Martha, photo by Steven Dansky

    Two weeks ago or thereabouts, I posted a humorous poem about traveling by air. Last week I read that poem at the benefit to save our local bookstore, and also read a poem about love–in this case, finding the love of my life, only to have her undergoing heart-related surgery only two months later. The love poem was well received, and Nena said it made her cry. A gentleman sent me a special request, asking for a copy of that poem so he could share it with his wife. So here it is. (BTW, the surgery was at the end of 1997. As I write this, my beloved is in the next room, sending an email.)

    IN THE WAITING ROOM

    1.

    I was happy before I met you
    kneading my daily bread
    in my own sweat
    each loaf sliced like the last
    needing nothing more
    than my own company

    I couldn’t imagine happiness
    before I met you

    if the gods take you now
    leaving only a streak of memory
    burnt into the endless retina
    of night
    it would be enough for me

    and if they gave us
    centuries of Sabbaths
    braided together
    it would not be enough for me

    2.

    when you are self-
    sufficient as an oyster
    you can open

    when you understood
    a shell is no protection
    the mirror of your beauty
    can’t refract fate
    your talent is no amulet
    your pearls no bribe
    you abandoned your secrets
    and evasions
    exposed your breast to the blade
    the ripening of the heart

    how can the gods take you
    so quickly, yesterday lying with me
    today strapped to a table
    drugged into insensibility
    masked strangers standing over you
    with knives and needles
    while I squirm for hours in plastic chairs
    listening to someone buzz for a nurse
    who never comes

    if the gods take you now
    my grief will be an anchor
    sinking into black brine
    so deep, so dense
    that steel begins to float in it

    3.

    when darkness opened
    to swallow the sun of a dying year
    a squirrel dashed across
    four lanes of traffic
    and up a leafless tree
    in that last uncertain light
    I swear he was laughing
    he runs the same race every day
    tomorrow he’ll win again
    or be stinking meat
    tomorrow the light will return

    the gods are jealous
    frozen in their immortality
    incapable of risk, or suffering,
    or sacrifice
    stinking meat they created us
    but only we who weep
    over our own graves
    laugh at the tears
    and mock the knife at our throats
    can love.

  • Surgery in Ancient Egypt

    Last week I blogged about how copper, known to the ancient Egyptians as a means of fighting infection, is being revived now as an antimicrobial agent in hospitals. The Egyptians were good at surgery as well. You were more likely to survive an amputation in that time and place than in Medieval Europe, because the Egyptians tied off the vessels to stop the patient from bleeding out. The Europeans cauterized the stump with hot irons, controlling bleeding but causing extensive tissue damage.

    Ancient Egyptian prosthesisAncient Egyptian prosthetic toe

    This leads me to an incident in The Stars in their Courses. In the ninth century BCE, my character Tamar is a medical student at a temple school in northern Egypt, and Wa’bet is her instructor:

    A peasant trudged in, carrying his son on his back. Tamar guessed the boy was around fifteen. He was tall and slender, with a prominent nose like a steering oar in his narrow face. His lashes were long, his eyes dull with pain. His foot had been crushed between two uprooted trees. Splinters of bone protruded from the flesh; the sight made Tamar’s skin crawl.

    “We can’t save it,” Wa’bet whispered. “We’ll have to take it off. Have you ever amputated a foot—?”

    Tamar shook her head.

    “Sometimes it works,” Wa’bet said. “Sometimes it doesn’t. If we don’t try, corruption will set in and kill him anyway.”

    They sent the father to the main temple to pray and made the son drink wine. When Wa’bet judged that her patient was sufficiently inebriated, she asked three brawny men to hold his good limbs. Then she and Tamar tied the injured leg to a plank. “Watch and remember,” she exhorted her student, “because you’ll have to do it by yourself some day. Make sure the end of the plank is above where you’re going to make your incision. You want a clear view. Sit across his knee, just in case—don’t let him move around. When I cut one of the metu—”

    “Metu?” Tamar asked.

    “The long vessels,” Wa’bet explained. “The white ones don’t bleed, so you can ignore them. When I cut a red one, press down as hard as you can to stop the bleeding.”

    The boy shrieked at the first cut and then lost consciousness. Tamar leaned all her weight into his calf while another assistant toweled away the blood so Wa’bet could see the red metu and tie them off. The world seemed to be going black. Tamar thought she would pass out so she shut her eyes, just for a moment, and then forced them open again. She made herself breathe deeply, slowly, while Wa’bet sawed through the bones, tucked the ends of all the metu, red and white, up inside the boy’s flesh, and sutured a skin flap around the stump. Together they wrapped it with linen, packing the bandage with lint, powdered pomegranate, and sage.

    When they were done Tamar straightened her back and rolled her shoulders. She walked up and down a few times until her body stopped trembling.

    They gave the amputated part to the father for proper burial.